Welcome to my journey – a story of resilience, hope, and the enduring spirit of a disabled female. I started this blog with a dedicated team of passionate young individuals, all eager to drive India into an era of technological advancement through our shared dreams and hard work.

As a disability rights activist, my path has been unconventional yet impactful. While I could have pursued journalism, I chose to leave behind a media landscape often dominated by corruption and instead embraced technology as a web and graphic designer, channeling my creativity toward meaningful causes.

A pivotal moment came in January 2021 when I endured a heartbreaking 26-day ordeal watching my mother fight for her life on a ventilator. Signing a Do Not Resuscitate (DNR) order plunged me into deep grief and PTSD, forcing me to confront the painful question: What is the purpose of human existence? This turmoil sparked a spiritual quest for meaning amid the pain.

Raised in a traditional Hindu household, I rejected the caste system in my youth and turned to Buddhism for solace. A transformative Vipassana retreat illuminated my path of introspection. During this time, I was inspired by the story of a man wrongfully imprisoned in the U.S., who found strength through Kabbalah despite his suffering, which deeply influenced my healing journey.

As a disabled woman in India, I have faced societal pressures and exploitation, where biases complicate companionship for those like me. My experiences drove me into a world of books, art, and spirituality, helping me navigate the isolation I felt.

My mother’s loss and the trauma surrounding it became a catalyst for transformation, reigniting my spirit and leading me back to the study of Kabbalah. Over the past three years, I have actively engaged with online resources that have rejuvenated me and helped me confront my health challenges, including tumors and a near-death experience, which revealed glimpses of another reality.

Through Kabbalah, I discovered resilience and purpose that empowers me to face even the darkest days. I refuse to be silenced by those who seek to exploit my pain, including the corrupt political class that neglects our needs and calls our citizenry to action.

I extend my heartfelt gratitude to my lawyer, Dr. Maheshwar, founder of Swaminathamma Law Firm, whose unwavering support during my struggles has shielded me from those who would exploit my suffering. Thankfully, such individuals are a minority, overshadowed by the love and kindness of many across India.

My journey has been enriched by compassionate individuals from India, the USA, Canada, and my only living family member, a U.S. citizen, who have supported me through the challenges of the past three years.

In a few weeks, I will publish my memoir, exploring my experiences of exploitation, resilience, and healing. I aim to share the beautiful, painful, and transformative moments that have shaped my journey.

I am an ordinary disabled woman committed to personal growth and rights advocacy.

Stay tuned for my memoir, where I hope to resonate with and inspire anyone battling their own darkness. Let’s embark on this journey together.